Canon

Hi...

I'm writing this to you in hopes you trash this shitty ah letter and go live your life but if you still choose to read well i hope it atleast helps

It sucks that everything came down to this .. I wish it weren't this way .. but ig it's the only way even though i told you I was fine I'm not i hv been bawling my eyes out ever since I saw block me dude ... That phool Convo was just as sad. all your sorrys so far hindered my appetite it's in rut but I'm sure it's just as hard for you I wish you didn't have to go thru all this absolute bullshit

But if youhv made up your mind thers things I wanna tell you .. stupid mostly you can skip thers no point

Yk I always felt this sense of belonging with you .. you were the closest to heaven I cld ever be yet strangely that is wot divided us bcoz faiths didn't match isn't that diabolic

But anyway thanks for listening to me, prioritizing me over everything else. these actions meant alot to me than I ever showed you and I hope you know that I'll always be grateful for you for checking on me on my sick days and everyother "all the best" you hv told me last sem

For always liking my art and even calling it art

I truly genuinely appreciate you for all the time you've spent for me .. I liked each minute of it

Humming your favourite song while you won't be around will forever suck but ig I'll get over it .. that's all I have to do right ?

If you are reading this then you and I we prolly lost all contact I'm crying while I'm writing this so yk I mean every single thing that is on here and I just wanna make that clear.

I hope you will be fine when all this is done.

I need the universe, the cosmos, God himself to be kind enough to grant you all happiness that there is coz you deserve it .. for your life to flow just as you desire it did in all its completeness and to your hearts content

And if nothing else, let your spark still remain and grow ...

I hv always liked it btw .. I loved your stupid charm all along I liked when you talked wise sense into me and all your dumb jokes I think I'll forever ache for how you'd call me sunshine or bachha I will miss all your crazy stories not one of them was ever boring yk I loved being on call with you more than anything else, that is smthng I hv never told anyone or wld.. infact I never thought I wld say it to anyone at all. those were the moments I felt like I was truly there with you

On my part idk wot I'm doing I wish I had the privilege to hold on and not let go but ig it's for the better

it broke me when you said they won't accept you the other day .. silvy wld accept you yk if that makes you feel any better .. did the acceptance really mattered to you?...

Crazy how you doubled down with same religion guy bs I hate you for that with all my being you can talk absolute shit but this bs.

Such a pathetic and ugly thing to say to sumone who loves you ..

Lastly, even if it's last thing you wanna know i want to tell you that I love you for all it's worth and for all it isn't worth. you will always reside in the deepest of my heart and so .. I love you enough to forgive you for the decision you took and I'm sorry I let it get this deep without having any actual labels I wanted to i always did .. jus know that I'm sorry.

I will never quite know wot to do with the absence of you but I'll be better

I'm sure it was all harder for you too but I cldnt have done it either so in a way thanks for ending this ig

I hope your favourite season will still be your favourite and it lasts longer and isn't too cold

And when it's summer again and you're 20 I hope life treats you well and it doesn't endlessly weigh on you even if it did i wish you strength to pull through it drive safe... Take care of your pretty lungs and eyes

Next time you see a beautiful flower just pick it ffs

Tldr; live your life

Goodbye