You know... I'm not feeling well, but why?
You know... I'm not feeling well, but why?
Well, I'll summarize the main points of feeling as bad as before, and that every defeat now... makes a difference here.
You know... I'm not feeling well, but why?
You know... I'm not feeling well, but why?
Well, I'll summarize the main points of feeling as bad as before, and that every defeat now... makes a difference here.
I felt envious of some people when I see them receiving things, yes, don't misunderstand me... but it's not with the intention of wishing them harm. I'm happy when people receive something, but sometimes... I feel like I could receive it too, and that overwhelmed me with all the other crap I have to deal with in my life, and it's simply horrible because I can't say it, I can't act on it, and I can't control what I'm feeling right now. Do you realize how much bigger this is than me? Things got out of control, and worse than I imagined. And I'm not one to tell anyone, because let's face it, nobody deserves to hear about someone else's suffering, but this situation has been repeating itself for years and I can no longer hold back what I'm feeling, and it's all become a snowball effect. That's it, I hope you understood.